Living in a city or a place that I don’t really know anyone. Or I could be at peace by myself. Or start a new fuckin life without the past creeping up on me EVERYFUCKINGDAY. LA is my home and heart but I hate it sometimes. Seattle, ya keep tugging at my heart stings. Or maybe Chicago? Portland? Who knows. Sometimes I feel like nothing is keeping me anywhere except my feet on the ground. I should just up and leave again.
does anyone else find it immensely comforting to have someone touching you? not like poking or tickling you or like sexually just feeling some other person being beside you and like your elbows or legs or something are touching and you’re like oh this person is alive too